\u2018Mild or moderate truthfulness or accuracy seems to have no pull at all.\u2019<\/em> \u2013 Saul Bellow, Herzog 1964.<\/p>\nWas Bellow a cycling fan? A baseball fan? An athletics fan?<\/p>\n
He might well have been, taking into account the quote above and its accuracy in portraying, whether intentionally or not, the thirst for the incredible that helped fuel the world of sports since the 90s, the desire for wonder that played no small part in putting srynges into the hands of athletes to be plunged into backsides to make them faster, stronger, better.<\/p>\n
How different are we, in essence, to the Romans who bayed for blood in the Coliseum, who drove the emperors to ever greater displays of blood lust?<\/p>\n
Not much. Not much at all.<\/p>\n
We have our niceties, our modernity. We are refined.<\/p>\n
We tut-tut about the horrors of war and greed and injustice and whatever else we need to do to assuage ourselves of the guilt we carry with us for living relatively well, for feeling lucky, for not being shot at and for having children that are not covered in flies as they waste away before our eyes and yet we too play our part in creating monsters, ghouls and freaks, just as the Romans did.<\/p>\n
We help create these folk who compromise their very humanity to bring us thrills, spills and the occasional bellyache.<\/p>\n
Yes they get rich and become famous, but we demand their existence. Want them. Need them.<\/p>\n
We use them to remind us, paradoxically, of what it is to be human.<\/p>\n
Through their incredible achievements we are delivered, like fallen angels carried to the heavens once again, to a recognition of the limitless potential that dwells in the human spirit.<\/p>\n
Yet we are addicts in our desires, and like all addicts we have lost the sense of perspective. And, as fundamentalists, in a very real sense, we are blind to the realities before our eyes.<\/p>\n
I say paradoxically because these seemingly wonderful achievements of the human spirit that leave us gasping for breath, wide-eyed as children, that we stand witness to in the ball parks, the great stadia and on the high peaks in France and Spain and over the cobbles of Holland and Belgium, have mostly \u2013 and that is a subjective term, but, you must admit, more true than not in recent years \u2013 been fuelled by chemicals.<\/p>\n
By the non-human.<\/p>\n
We have to accept our role in all of this. And when we\u2019ve done that, we need to make decisions that will, in the face of future revelations, allow us to make sound choices.<\/p>\n
To know where we stand.<\/p>\n
Take the case of Stuart O\u2019Grady. Hugely respected, one could even say beloved by cycling fans, the Australian recently was exposed as testing positive retroactively for EPO.<\/p>\n
The reaction to this news by some has been baffling. Many seem ready and willing to accept O\u2019Grady\u2019s claim that he only took EPO during the two-week period before the 1998 Tour de France.<\/p>\n
Why, exactly? He\u2019s just been outed as a cheat and a liar \u2013 and yes I am pulling no punches here just in case you hadn\u2019t noticed \u2013 and yet we\u2019re supposed to believe this claim?<\/p>\n
Did he win Paris-Roubaix clean? If you say \u2018yes\u2019, how exactly do you know? Because he never tested positive? Talk to Lance about that one \u2013 he\u2019ll give you 500 reasons to know the tests don\u2019t work.<\/p>\n
\u2018Well they all did it then.\u2019<\/p>\n
\u2018You can\u2019t judge him until you walk a mile in his shoes.\u2019<\/p>\n
\u2018He was brave to admit it.\u2019<\/p>\n
Let\u2019s extrapolate on these. Where does this logic take us?<\/p>\n
Without mentioning a specific case, let\u2019s consider ethnic cleansing, a horror that, in many forms, has infected human history and continues today. Is that acceptable, because \u2018they all did it\u2019?<\/p>\n
Too extreme? Yes. But that is where that logic \u2013 \u2018Well they all did it\u2019 \u2013 ultimately goes.<\/p>\n
But wait, I have to be him to judge him \u2013 really? Isn\u2019t that the ultimate get-out\u2013of-jail-free card ever?<\/p>\n
\u2018You don\u2019t know what it was like!\u2019<\/p>\n
No, I don\u2019t because I\u2019m not him, and yet I believe I would not have made that choice. Does that mean I think I am special? Holy?<\/p>\n
No. Why? Because there were thousands, possibly tens of thousands and maybe even hundreds of thousands of men and women around the world who were young through this period of chemical re-engineering and blood doping that continues today that said \u2018no\u2019.<\/p>\n
People that put aside their dreams of becoming professional athletes and chose different careers, or those who struggled to make a living at their sport, but clean.<\/p>\n
One of these is Kirk Willett, the latest in a growing line of former athletes who has come forward to state that he rode clean and that he made a very definite choice to do so.<\/p>\n
Willett, a former pro who rode through the mid-90s, speaking to CyclingNews<\/em> recently said:<\/p>\n\u201cThere was no confusion that doping was something that you were supposed to avoid. It was against the rules, unethical. We all understood that. It was very clear,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n
\u201cI can\u2019t speak for the young up-and-coming European riders, what their experience was, but I know for the North Americans, and the US in particular, there was no misunderstanding.<\/p>\n
\u201cEPO was becoming super prevalent and basically making it a whole other world. But we all knew that, and that\u2019s kind of where people stepped off the train or decided to go that route because they couldn\u2019t bear the idea of investing all those years just to get to that dead end.<\/p>\n
\u201cIt was difficult for me to see and hear about how it [EPO] can transform you. But at the same time, what are you going to get in the end? Are you going to buy a better house, a car?<\/p>\n
\u201cWhat is the real price you\u2019re going to pay if you were someone who really valued being true and whatnot? So there is a price there.<\/p>\n
\u201cI\u2019m sure there were plenty of guys who really had to swallow hard to make the choice to do it, but I\u2019m sure it got easier after that.\u201d<\/p>\n
It was a choice that O\u2019Grady made. He crossed a line. And if we reserve one reaction for Lance Armstrong, for Danilo di Luca or for Alejandro Valverde, for Levi Leipheimer, we must then be consistent.<\/p>\n
The argument that O\u2019Grady is different to Armstrong in that he did not bully or coerce others to tow his line is invalid.<\/p>\n
Firstly, who knows what O\u2019Grady really did? And what difference does it really make?<\/p>\n
All we do know is that he, like those mentioned and like all others who took banned substances to gain a competitive advantage, cheated.<\/p>\n
I would be surprised if O\u2019Grady was revealed to be a terrible man. I suppose he is not. But in this instance let us be clear \u2013 all that he achieved is now sullied.<\/p>\n
All of it.<\/p>\n
\u2018He was brave to admit it.\u2019<\/p>\n
No he wasnt. He admitted what he was busted for and only after he was busted. No courage in that.<\/p>\n
And what of us? Are we to continue as \u2018Bellow\u2019s people\u2019?<\/p>\n
That, like the decisions made by Armstrong and O\u2019Grady and indeed Willett, boils down to one thing:<\/p>\n
a choice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
beat that for a title. ‘ohmygodhe’swritingaboutdopingAGAIN!’ ‘when will it ever stop!’ uh yeah, how about you take up shopping, i hear it’s kinda like cycling in one sense cos everyone’s obsessed with their schwag (i always thought that referred to inferior weed), and in another, cos you can take whatever the hella drugs you want. though, unlike in cycling, there’s no one that gets pissed off about that. the article below originally appeared here on The Roar – you can comment there too if you like cos i get a bonus if there are 50 comments or more. merci! ……… \u2018How we all love extreme cases and apocalypses, fires, drownings, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":40955418,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_coblocks_attr":"","_coblocks_dimensions":"","_coblocks_responsive_height":"","_coblocks_accordion_ie_support":"","wpupg_custom_link":[],"wpupg_custom_link_behaviour":[],"wpupg_custom_link_nofollow":[],"wpupg_custom_image":[],"wpupg_custom_image_id":[],"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"{title}\n\n{excerpt}\n\n{url}","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"_wpas_customize_per_network":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[119818829],"tags":[77823,187424989,9543826,430270,1352365],"class_list":["post-2529","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dopepunk","tag-doping","tag-kirk-willet","tag-lee-rodgers","tag-saul-bellow","tag-stuart-ogrady"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t